SpEciAL deDiCatED foR Muja...

i was studied last nite...listening to my song..suddenly..d song Tak Bisa Memilihmu by Sixth Sense came out and i was thinking of some1..each word in dat song bring it own meaning..and i was interested with the word..

"Telah jauh terpisah,

diriku dan dirimu,

Dalam ruang dan waktu,

Sendiriku jalani sepiku,

tanpa dirimu,

Resahku tanpa hadirmu,

Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya"

and also dis word..

"Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku…."

huhuhu..damn...how should dis song came out..adooiiyaii..

hurrmm...i know what u feel coz i felt it too..but it is not easy for me to change our frenship to be more than frenship..i know u almost 2 years..u owez b with me now matter what condition..in my epi tyme..sadness..u owez b there..i tot u understand but im wrong..i jus wan u to noe dat i jus need tyme to think bout it n to forget what happened..yeah..mebi it was my mistakes too coz never be in ur place and trying to understand u. and the worst thing..i still never give u chance..hurmm..i don noe what im waiting for..rite now..u gone far from me..u said u jus want to forget what u r not supposed to remember..but u said we still fren..alrite..i respect ur decision..but i know..we cant be like before..share everything together..n be together in any condition..there is a gap between us...the reality is..i loss u my fren..

its ok...i will give u space..and remember i still here with d same number phone and the same person dat u ever noe..if anything..u noe to find me and i will be here...