14 Mac 2015

14 Mac 2015, i'm officially 28 years old.Alhamdulillah diberikan kesempatan untuk merasai nikmat hidup sehingga ke umur ini. 

Thanks to my big family, my best friend till jannah, and my friends for the birthday wishes, the celebration and the gift. It was awesome!! Sangat terharu dgn doa-doa anda semua.Alhamdulillah kerana Allah mengurniakan aku sebuah keluarga besar, sahabat dan kawan-kawan yg menyayangi aku, menghargai aku dan always be with me in any situation.Sayang korang!

Terlalu banyak yang aku lalui, suka, duka, disakiti, dikhianati, dianiayai dan sebagainya, Dan terlalu banyak juga yg aku belajar dari setiap apa yg dah berlaku.Yup,kadang-kadang, setiap apa yg berlaku mengajar kita sesuatu kan. Nak tak nak, kita tidak ada pilihan lain selain menghadapinya,telan dan hadam satu persatu. Tidak ada apa lagi yg aku nak cakap kan atas apa yg dah terjadi. Just let bygone be bygone. We can't turn back time to change it right? Untuk apa berpatah balik jika apa yg berlaku ini merupakan petunjuk dari Allah.He knows more than we know.Just move on with all that memories and pain. Time will heal it. And yeah, I'm survived. Alhamdulillah, Allah yg berikan kekuatan dan ketabahan utk aku hadapi semua ni sbb as I said before, Allah tak kan menguji kita sekiranya kita tak mampu hadapinya kan. *****senyum*****

To whom it may concern (you know who you are), I know one day you will read this blog and this post.Thank you for the memories,happiness,sadness,pain and for this scars.Thank you for make me stronger than before.Thank you for this "special date".Thank you for everything.Everything.The pain might fade but the scars will always remain.

So..doa aku untuk this birthday are..,semoga tahun ni dan seterusnya akan diberikan kebahagiaan dan ketenangan hidup dunia akhirat,dimurahkan rezeki,diberikan keselamatan dan kesihatan yg baik dan sentiasa berada dlm keberkatan dan rahmat Allah.Insyaallah.Amin.

*****Senyum*****

Lagu Cinta by Asmara

Di atas perih kau menari
Di atas tangis kau bernyanyi
Kau sayat hatiku
Dengan cintamu

Cinta.. Bukan hanya harapan
Cinta.. Tapi kepastian
Cinta.. Bukan menyakiti hati

Di saat luka kau tak ada
Di saat duka kau tak setia
Cinta seharusnya tak begitu

Cinta.. Bukan hanya harapan
Cinta.. Tapi kepastian
Cinta.. Bukan menyakiti hati

[*] Cinta.. Bukan hanya harapan
Cinta.. Tapi kepastian
Cinta.. Bukan menyakiti hati

Repeat [*]

Di saat luka kau tak ada
Di saat duka kau tak setia
Cinta seharusnya tak begitu
Lagu cinta..

Lihat Dengan Mata Dan Hati

Tiap kita berjuang di atas medan masing-masing. dan tiap kelelahan di atas medan masing -masing itu beza.
Dalam kesenangan melaluinya, boleh jadi Allah meletakkan ia sebagai ujian.
Dalam kesusahan melaluinya, boleh jadi Allah meletakkan ia sebagai nikmat.
...

Lihat bukan hanya dengan mata, cuba buka hati.
bahawa;
di-sebalik dia, dan di-sebalik kita juga.
ada kekuatan yang pernah terwujud dan ada luka yang tak terdedah.
Belajar lah mengenali sisi lain manusia.

Better in Time

"Better In Time"

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

So I straightened my crown And walked away like a boss.

After a while I looked in the mirror and realized..

Wow after all those hurts,scars and bruises,

After all of those trials,

I really made it through.

I did it.

I survived that which was supposed to kill me.

So I straightened my crown..

And walked away like a boss.

09032015 @1515pm

Jangan takut untuk melepaskan sesuatu yang akhirnya kita tahu akan mengecewakan kita. Memang sekarang kita akan rasa sesak, sakit, susah nak melepaskan sebab hati terlalu sayang, tapi kena fikir juga, sampai bila nak dipermainkan sebegitu?

Suatu hari nanti, akan ada seseorang yang menerima kita seadanya, tanpa memandang kisah silam kita. Yang penting, dia nak hidup dengan kita untuk masa hadapan, bukan masih memandang keburukan kita. Dan dia itulah yang terbaik ditakdirkan untuk kita. InsyaAllah :)

Kadang bahagia itu akan datang setelah kita melepaskan seseorang :')